The unimaginable is a life without her smile in it. The heartbreaking is a life without her lips on mine. Life is unworthy without her in my arms.
Sometimes I think to myself, that when it comes to love there are untold things that happen when you love someone and they love you. That even when I know that I can seek to find something more normal, I go for the difficult cos I think it’s a love that will last forever. A love that transcends the physical or the mental. It’s funny when you think something is right and the next moment you’re proved wrong. Life is about living for something meaningful. There are people out there that think you have only one life in which to do everything and you just do things you want to. I won’t say their choice is wrong but I personally think that life should be more about living for something that’s worth it. Taking risks, having belief, hope, persevering till the end and never letting go. Sometimes you just have to give something a chance before you even give up on it. Sometimes you think you know what you need but the thing you want isn’t the thing you really need but the one thing you give up on. And someday later you’ll wish that if you had just given it a chance, you wouldn’t have made a choice that took you to the place you’re now.
I’m not sure if I will ever write again. Not sure if I will. But sure that you can know that I’m always here. I will come at times and share my love for what I did with my heart on here and the people and the loving strangers who supported me. But for now, I’ll be gone for a bit. And one last thing. Take this for a man who knows what he’s talking about. Never ever give up on the one who truly really loves you. There might be a million trillion gazillion freakin’ reasons you shouldn’t be together. But love is what matters in the end. You can even have everything in life, every comfort, everything under the sun. But if there’s no love, its all for nothing. If you have love, everything will come to you in time. Happiness, joy, safety and a life where you’re content and satisfied. Just trust me on this. You’ll know someday and you’ll say that, that guy was right whoever he is.
I write of a woman who I love with all I have.
A woman who is as fair as the winter snow.
Eyes as warm as the summer morning sunshine.
Lips red like the shade of a setting sun.
Hair that the four winds caress and kiss.
And a smile that make even mother nature jealous.
And the sun, the moon, the earth and the stars are but,
poets to sing how humbling her beauty is to them.
And I am the keeper of her heart. The owner of her love.
The servant to her footsteps. The guide to her hands.
She loves me. And I love her more for it.
The woman who is my life, my heart, my soul, my all.
The sunlight lit her hair and I stared silent, wondering how an angel is walking around with absolutely no idea of the wings that are hiding underneath her beautiful white skin. She is my angel.
for you alone,
I will wait.
if I have to.
Every single day, I fall in love with her again and again. Every single day, I find more and more things I love about her. Every single day, I find that there is no life for me without her. And every single day, I will love her. Every single day. Forever.