Sometimes you wonder. Wonder as to why you love someone so much that it hurts when you miss them. Every moment away from them is like a part of yourself is missing inside. Sometimes you wonder why it all happens the way it does. But, I know that there are things. Things which might seem simple to others. Things that people can’t seem to comprehend or understand. Like how much I love her. Its the littlest things to the biggest. The way she smiles, the little fold at the end of her lips that appears when she smiles, the dimples, the way her eyes shine when you make her feel loved and happy, the way a strand of hair falls down her face that she doesn’t see till you tell her how much you want to kiss her from one end to the other of it. Even things like the way she says that she loves you too when you tell her how much you love her, or when she laughs at your jokes or nods when she likes something you tell her. Its the little things like that, that make me fall for her every single time. Then there are the bigger things, her past, her life, the things she deals with every single day. For me, its just as important or even more important than my own life. Cos, her happiness, her smile, her life matters to me. And I will go to any lengths to keep her happy, to keep her smile as it is. I can’t even imagine a life without her now. I could go on and on about her. But all I know through it all is that she is my all, my everything. So, until such a day comes as my existence is no more. I will keep her happy with all I have. Still, the most amazing thing of all this. Is when she tells me she loves me. And no one knows or can imagine just how much it means to me when she says those three words. Imagine if you could love the whole world, every single person in it and feel so happy about it that you don’t even know if words or emotions are enough to say what you feel. More than love, more than happiness, way more. That’s how I love her, how much I love my baby angel. That’s my woman. The woman who I live for. And who said a man can’t love a woman like this? I will prove everyone wrong. I will prove the world wrong. Starting with people thinking that you can’t write a 1000 words about the one you love. Its just a fairytale, fiction, poetry. No. Cos, for me, I can and have written more than just words and still have more to say about how much I love her. She is the most beautiful woman in the whole world. My beautiful baby angel.
This is mostly going to be the biggest move for me since I moved to India. I will be working for a part of the American embassy in Abu Dhabi soon. It’s not decided yet. But, if things go smoothly. I will end up in Abu Dhabi. I hope at least there are one or two people I know from there.
I miss her every moment I spend away from her. The woman I fell for. She is perfect in every way in my eyes. My perfect angel. The woman I dream of. The woman I yearn to be with and the lady of my heart. I may not know her in every little way. But, the little I know is enough to have made my soul fall for her. Her beautiful eyes, her subtle smile and her confident and pure heart was enough to rip me away from even my life itself to make her world the only thing I live in these days. She is who she is. I may not fully understand who she is. But I can do one thing. It’s to love her till the very end, with all I have, everything I am and with every last bit of my heart and soul.